Wife at the Well
I have prayed nonstop and cried nonstop now for a month straight. I cannot eat dinner or watch TV or even consume desserts. Nothing satisfies me. My tears Glue my swollen eyelids shut each night.
Everyone has given up hope. All have accepted the pending divorce except for me.
I have begun to vow to Lord again, that if He will fix it this last time, that if He will save my marriage, that if He will change the heart of my husband and draw him back to Himself, then I will make sure no woman going through this will ever have to search as hard as I have for confirmation that God can do it. I will do blogs, videos, and books dedicated to giving Him the Glory for blocking the divorce and regulating the mind of my husband. I will own up to the part I played in it all as well. Because at the end of the day, I want God to be glorified in my testimony because if He gives me a powerful testimony out of this, it will all be worth it. Every tear I shed and every pound I’ve lost will all be worth it. So I alone cling to the hope that God will restore. He is all I have but He is more than enough.
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